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Thursday, July 16, 2009

Vincent





Starry, starry night.
Paint your palette blue and grey,
Look out on a summer's day,
With eyes that know the darkness in my soul.
Shadows on the hills,
Sketch the trees and the daffodils,
Catch the breeze and the winter chills,
In colors on the snowy linen land.

Now I understand what you tried to say to me,
How you suffered for your sanity,
How you tried to set them free.
They would not listen, they did not know how.
Perhaps they'll listen now.

Starry, starry night.
Flaming flowers that brightly blaze,
Swirling clouds in violet haze,
Reflect in Vincent's eyes of china blue.
Colors changing hue, morning field of amber grain,
Weathered faces lined in pain,
Are soothed beneath the artist's loving hand.

Now I understand what you tried to say to me,
How you suffered for your sanity,
How you tried to set them free.
They would not listen, they did not know how.
Perhaps they'll listen now.

For they could not love you,
But still your love was true.
And when no hope was left in sight
On that starry, starry night,
You took your life, as lovers often do.
But I could have told you, Vincent,
This world was never meant for one
As beautiful as you.

Starry, starry night.
Portraits hung in empty halls,
Frameless head on nameless walls,
With eyes that watch the world and can't forget.
Like the strangers that you've met,
The ragged men in the ragged clothes,
The silver thorn of bloody rose,
Lie crushed and broken on the virgin snow.

Now I think I know what you tried to say to me,
How you suffered for your sanity,
How you tried to set them free.
They would not listen, they're not listening still.
Perhaps they never will...

I came to know about this song when I was in my Form 5. It was a very sentimental song that portrayed the feelings of the writer. Well of course I was not that sentimental enough to write such a wonderful song.. Just want to share the song with all my readers..


Monday, July 6, 2009

You Raise Me Up




When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary;
When troubles come and my heart burdened be;
Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,
Until you come and sit awhile with me.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.

There is no life - no life without its hunger;
Each restless heart beats so imperfectly;
But when you come and I am filled with wonder,
Sometimes, I think I glimpse eternity.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.


I just wanna share this wonderful song with all my beloved family and friends. You raise me up! I never know what the next step, I never know what will happen next, I dunno what I need to do.. I'm not as strong as what my outlook presented. I need family and friends by my side as the strength for me to move forward. I'm not that holy, the one tat could proudly proclaim that when I have God.. I have everything.. People around me are the great encouragement for me.. I had times when I was alone in the valley.. Family members and my beloved friends raise me up..
Thank you and I treasure you all.. Muaks ^^

Thursday, July 2, 2009

Bad News

All things work together for me to suffer a little bit longer~ This is the sentence that I would utter. Just informed dad the I will be going back home tomorrow morning using bus and most probably will reach in the evening. Who knows dad said dun come back at this moment!!! Below was the conversation.

Me: Dad, I wanna go back home..

Dad: When u wanna come back? Very tired is it?

Me: Dying soon…

Dad: Why?

Me: Nothing.. just extremely tired at this moment..

Dad: Ooo.. but I prefer u not coming back at this moment..

Me: WHY ??? ~~~

Dad: Got few cases of A H1N1 in Bintulu.. Some kids are quarantine. U know ur immune system not tat good.. I dun wan u to get it later..

Me: Ha~~ Haiya.. why at this moment got H1N1 de? *Voice~~ trembling + eyes filled with tears..

Dad: How is ur research?

Me: … test set up failed again~~

Dad: Never mind.. Dun stress up.. u still hv some time to figure it out..

Me: No time d.. I wanna grad next year and I dun like here anymore…

Dad: Be positive ~ ~ I strongly believe tat you can make it.. Others I dunno but I know you can de..

Me: But now I’m very tired d.. I loss weight again~~ Extremely fatigue..

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Dad: Be patience.. But.. U still cannot come back home at this moment.. wait till the virus clear first.. try to catch up some movies and go out with friends to relax a bit…

Me: Go clubbing can ah???

Dad: Clubbing??? If you go with bunch of friends then can.. but not advisable.. dun go tat kind of place..

Me: Nola.. I kidding oni…
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Dad: K la.. Remember dun come back at this moment ah.. U come back later when the virus gone..

Me: Ooo…
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HAIZ~~~



Monday, June 29, 2009

My Retarded Look Steel Plate

Today is an experiential day, I got chance to perform some chores which at the moment no technician is free enough to help me with it. Well, show off my 'retarded' look circular plate at least it look round!!! It was not easy though to trim the edges with the super heavy equipment and gigantic machine.. Sorry for dun hv the photos of all d machine coz the technician didn't allow me to capture the photos there... By the way, my hands ache till now and even shaky while I was typing away...

Plan view of the circular plates (Zincalume)
Back view of the circular plates (Zincalume)

Tata.. some of the plates cut and trim by me...

The leftover and the testing pieces..

By the way.. I'm proud of the steel plate. Though it looked a bit retarded but they are measured, drawn, cut and trim by me.. hehehe..

Not to forget also to thank CU who help me to find the piece of Zincalume (which I had been looking up and down d town), Darrien, En R for teaching me how to operate the machine and teach me the techniques to cut and trim (although tat day he scold me for no reason), En R1 for helping me to cut the mild steel, and and and ..... in short thanks you all :)..

Thursday, June 18, 2009

Simply a post..

Turning the headphone volume to the max, turn my handphones into silent mode, sign in facebook, blogging.. I'm sad and disappointed at the moment..

Research lab work really draw me knackered. Start questioning myself again why I choose this stupid school for my research..

IF~~ IF~~ by the way, IF~ there is IF... I would not be who I am now..

This is the 3rd improvement of the lab instruments to carry out my lab work.. yet all things come out to be null.. Total of 48 + 32 + 36 +48 + 56 + 63 + 75 + 91 + 104 + 63 + 108 = ???.. count for me how many times I failed my lab work analysis... Felt like digging myself a hole, hide inside and flooding the small hole.. T.T

This is the conversation between Mr Chiew (a supplier), Nur Adha (NA) *just realised tat Nur Adha got a NA for his initial name.. no wonder always Not Available*and Me..

Day 1

Me: NA, mana itu data logger.. I mau guna hari ini..

NA: Ok.. Amoi.. tak payah tergesa-gesa sangat.. relax...

Me: *with u as my technician how can relax one.. Tak boleh la.. Boss nak tengok setup dah dis week..

NA: APA.. buat apa boss mau tengok?

Me: Coz boss kata big big boss mau adapt method ini ke dalam research dia..

NA: Ooo.. tak apa.. saya pasang skarang...
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*Only by using the name of boss would he do his work.. haiz....*
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NA: Amoi, saya honest ni.. saya tak tau macam mana guna data logger ni..

Me: APA??? Last time u kata u tau.. senang saja!!!

NA: Itu dulu...

Me: *what the heck!*

NA: You try sendiri dulu.. nanti saya suruh kawan datang ajar you..

Me: =.=
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Me: NA, saya tak tau macam mana ni.. kenak semua value keluar 999999??? Tak patut...

NA: Errrmm.. Amoi saya tak tau la... U try lagi la..

Me: Huh!!! ok...
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*Clock strike 5:07pm...

NA: Amoi, sudah dapatkah???

Me: Belum.. masih semua value 999999.. Tak apalah saya pergi tanya online dulu tengok apa problem dia..

NA: Amoi, nanti u dapat caranya.. ajar saya ah..

Me: =.=

NA: Oh ya.. data lab work kamu boleh bagi saya satu copy juak???

Me: Kenak kau mau satu copy juak?

NA: Saya mau belajar...

Me: Ooooo... Tapi u tau macam mana analysis dia???

NA: Tak tau oh.. u ajar saya lah!!!

Me: =.= =.= |||||

Itu research saya lah.. macam mana saya mau copy bagi kamu semua data dan analysis itu..???

NA: Yakah.. tak apalah.. u bagi saja saya data yang kamu dapat tu...

Me: Ok...

Day 2 & 3

*NA forgot to open the lab for me coz he would be having 2 dyas seminar.. and guess.. I was just like 'Along' calling him and ordered him to come to opened the lab for me!!! I waited for him for 1 hour and 25 minutes before he came to open the lab..
=.=|
The 2nd day he came early to open the lab work me... *grin.. :)
I suppose when I'm really angry.. my outlook would really scare people..

(Have a quiet day doing lab work)

Day 3

Me: *happily waddling myself to the lab
Morning NA, bolehkah U tolong pasangkan cell load itu hari ini???

NA: *making funny face as I were d intruder disturbing his wonderful time watching movie there
Nanti ah amoi... Tunggu kejap...

Me: *well his tunggu kejap is 30 min I suppose..

OKAY...

Going to the location where I placed all the instruments.. start up computer and start reading the data that I'd gotten the day before to see the flow of the displacement data...
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NA coming with a load cell in his hand.. and bringing Mr Chiew as well..
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NA: Amoi ah.. macam mana install ini???
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Me: Huh!!! *&%*&^$^%$(*& ..
U kata last time senang saja install.. macam mana saya tau macam mana install??? First time saya guna ni..

NA: Ahduh.. amoi.. saya pun tak tau macam mana install la...
** wat the heck!!! %&^%&*^$
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Chiew: O.O ic.. I think let me try..

Me: Ok.. thanks...
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Chiew: Tak pernahkah ada orang guna benda ni?

NA: I pun tak tau...

Me: *in mind* wat u know???
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Chiew: U probably might need another 2 connectors to connect the cell load to the UTF machine and your loading fixtures..

NA: Yaya..

Me: Ok.. but..

NA: Yaya.. I pun rasa macam tu.. u need connectors..

Me: ^*#@*^%* *

Chiew: By the way, I wonder why you need so high capacity cell load???

Me: EXPLAINING....
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Chiew: Oooo... Giving Opinions...
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NA: Yaya.. saya pun rasa macam tu... *Gosh.. really feeling throwing him out of the window..

Chiew: I dun think there is such equipment in UNIMAS lab.. coz we supply all the lab de equipments for civil lab... Mayb you should try Swinburne.. we got supply them one tat might suit your needs..

NA: Betul juak... Amoi.. Boleh pergi sana oh..
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Me: Now wat time d.. June d.. just wanna change to other university for lab.. NO TIME le.. I wanna grad in time!!!
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Chiew: As long as you try..

Me: Ok.. thanks ya for your helps..

Chiew: Is ok.. we all know dis university de system.. all the best to you oh..

Me: Thanks.. :)
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I stop all the lab work and go back to postgrad room.. start with all the nuisance work...