怎麼啦

今天的心情好像外面的天气。没有了云的温暖。

逼着让自己去微笑。 让自己微笑着去面对该面对的一切。

但是我内心深处好无奈。

陷入这个情境的我该如何是好？

忙碌的生活； 一摞摞的问题， 我该从哪里开始？

课业，朋友，家人，工作。。。

不知道我几时开始， 成为别人依靠和投靠的对象，

常常给别人鼓励，生活的意义，而我却迷失了方向。

 听到这一首歌；仿佛在为我加油。感觉温馨。

怎麼啦

紀文惠

窗外下著雨 心情低落的插曲
咖啡廳 你一整晚都好安靜

感情受傷了 感覺就快要窒息
我聽見 那心痛的聲音

也許遇上錯的人
也許愛得沒天分
眼淚換來成長必修的學分

怎麼啦 怎麼啦 你都不說話
怎麼啦 多難過都會陪你一起撐過啊
那傷人的謊話 就忘了就算了

怎麼啦 怎麼啦 還在想著他
還愛他 嘲笑你不顧一切愛的有多傻
當計畫輸給了變化 就代表他不是對的他

窗外雨停了 眼淚也該收好了
我陪你 去吃飯逛街看电影

過去讓他去 反正明天很靠近
不再看 他回覆的訊息

怎麼啦 怎麼啦 還在想著他
還愛他嘲笑你不顧一切愛的有多傻
原諒他把過去放下 對的人在某處等你啊。

Happy Belated Mooncake Festival

Hmm~ This is indeed a belated post. Due to my extremely tight schedule. Saluting myself.. =.=

Well, I'm not sure what have kept me so busy~ Big business huh~~ haha.. 

Seriously need to be bad gal sometime.. else I gonna drained myself.

Not going to crap a lot here.. 

Coz Mooncake Festival should share something joyous.. ^^

Let me wish all my readers~ 

Happy Big Big Round Round Nice Nice with Love Love Mooncake Festival.. ^^

This year was exactly the same as the previous year~ Nothing special. Hmmm~~ but Yun got a call from someone~ ehem, that someone claimed wanna enjoy the same view of the moon but too bad~ the cloud was too thick.. :p Well~ I'm not that bad after all~ capturing the nice view that Yun enjoy and share with Yun's reader and oso to that someone.. LOL.. 

Although, Yun did not celebrate mooncake festival together with her family members.. Yun got lots of wishes and mooncakes from friends.. range from jelly mooncake, 'ice skin' mooncake, double yoke mooncake, pandan mooncake.. and 2 more to come flying from my hometown.. haha.. so happy~~ ^^ sorry all are and is going to be kept warm in my tummy~ :p

That's all for today~ gonna off soon and take a rest~ coz dear babe Yun is getting sore throat and watery nose..

Take care all buddies out there and best wishes from Yun. 

Cheers. ^^

(Hello, Tomorrow) 明天，你好.

明天，你好 (Hello, Tomorrow).

This is really a nice song to be introduced to all my readers. I came across this song last night while I was driving back home. I could not get what's the meaning of the lyric until I googled it.. it is such a piece of art that touches me from within.  

I wish to write this entry in Mandarin but too bad I got limitations in Mandarin words... 

The lyric of the song;

Every single line of the song touches me so deep..

牛奶咖啡 - 明天，你好

作曲：牛奶咖啡

填詞：王海濤

看昨天的我們　走遠了

在命運廣場中央　等待

那模糊的　肩膀

越奔跑　越渺小

曾經　並肩往前的　夥伴

在舉杯　祝福後都　走散

只是那個　夜晚

我深深　的都留藏在心坎

長大以後　我只能奔跑

我多害怕　黑暗中跌倒

明天你好　含著淚微笑

越美好　越害怕得到

每一次哭　又笑著　奔跑

一邊失去　一邊在尋找

明天你好　聲音多渺小

卻提醒我　勇敢是什麼

當我朝著反方向走去

在樓梯的角落　找勇氣

抖著肩膀　哭泣

問自己　在哪裡

曾經　並肩往前　的伙伴

沉默著　懂得我的委屈

時間它總說謊

我從　不曾失去　那些肩膀

長大以後　我只能奔跑

我多害怕　黑暗中跌倒

明天你好　含著淚微笑

越美好　越害怕得到

每一次哭　又笑著奔跑

一邊失去　一邊在尋找

明天你好　聲音多渺小

卻提醒我

長大以後　我只能奔跑

我多害怕　黑暗中跌倒

明天你好　含著淚微笑

越美好　越害怕得到

每一次哭　又笑著奔跑

一邊失去　一邊在尋找

明天你好　聲音多渺小

卻提醒我　勇敢是什麼

I'm so scared lately.. scare of my life, my decisions... I just do not have a reason not to scare.

I left office very early yesterday coz I could not sustain the overwhelming pressure and burden that are put on my shoulders.. I went back home.. locked myself in the room and cried my heart out. Just to release whatever that I had bottled up.

Well, I wish I don't have to think and care for anything but I just cannot do it because it's my choice and I do love people around me. 

I wish I could perform well.. in my roles as a student, a friend, a daughter, a sister, a 'brother', a teacher, a colleague, a mate...... I could not deny that I will fail without the cares and encouragements from the people around me. 

But what could I do and what have I done??? 

I had received a few mails lately that cause me to be weary and upset.. why don't the mails arrived few months earlier??? I know that I should be firm.. but who could resist such a good offer??? It's always be my dream to get an oversea scholarship and to pursue my dreams. 

But this time I considered twice... and I still hold on the decision that I had made few months ago..

I do not know whether I will regret.. 

I know that in these few months whenever I face any obstacles I have - superior, mates, friends either by my side or far away... patiently guiding, leading and accompanying me through.. these blessings are much valuable that my dreams.. 

"每一次哭　又笑著奔跑
一邊失去　一邊在尋找
明天你好　聲音多渺小
卻提醒我　勇敢是什麼"

When I read through the lyric this afternoon, it seems quite true.. 每一次哭　又笑著奔跑; 一邊失去　一邊在尋找... 卻提醒我　勇敢是什麼.

虽然， 眼看好像是失去。。它教会了我什么是勇敢。

明天， 你好。我会努力，勇敢的去面对。 

云， 加油。

Riverside Majestic Hotel - Buffet

After 4 days of intensive training - both physically and mentally. Yun announced herself 'dead' with extremely bad mood.. getting frustrated easily.. sound like the symptoms for psm.. :p 

Well~ life is not that bad after all (Yun's favourite quote)..

Btw, Yun was really looking forward to the last day of the 'show time'.. sorry to say that :p

After all those "show time" from all the 'big head'.. There is a good news for Yun.. hehe.. 

Yun get a good treat from Yun's 'boss'.. kikiki..

It's time for FOOD again~

This time, Yun will bring all Yun's reader to Riverside Majestic Buffet (First Floor) - Riverside Majestic Hotel. Again... Yun dunno the price of the buffet coz someone foot the bill..

For more information take a look here - Reverside Majestic Hotel

How blessed I am.. ^^

To cut the story really really short.. 

Let's browse through the tempting photos..

This is the surrounding of the cafe..
Very quiet and comfortable and of course it's a good place to go for a date oso.. haha..

Fresh cucumber

Kimchi~ have been craving for it for quite sometime.. and Yun take a lot of it.. Yum yum.. so nice.. 

Salad

Seaweeds

Oyster + lemon ~ slurp.. yichibang ~ :p

Smoke salmon (a bit too salty)

Not to forget all the dessert. 

Uh ha~ The Japanese food. Prepared by handsome chef. 

This is our luxurious plate.. 

Bella Italia

Getting sick of all the fast food outside? Having the same dishes or cuisine over and over again the past few months? Well, this is a place that you could drop by to have a change of taste.

This time Yun brought all her readers to Bella Italia at RH Plaza. Wondering where it is? It's located directly opposite Four Point Sheraton Hotel facing the roadside. 

The address : 

RH Plaza, Ground Floor

Lot 9958, Block 16, No. 111,

Jalan Lapangan terbang No.1,

93250 Kuching, Sarawak.

Business Hours : 11:20am -10pm.

Tel : 082-454570

The owner of the shop is an Italian. Thus the interior design of the cafe do have a little bit of Italy taste. You could see the colours of the Italy flag (Green, White and Red) in case you don't know and all the nice paintings on the wall.. 

These are the interior design of the shop.

Btw, something caught Yun's attentions.. the Mr Potato's like man.. here we go Yun take a photo of it as a souvenir from the shop. Doesn't he look cute~ ^.<

Ok.. serious business here.. Here we go~ the menu. It is a simple menu. The only thing that Yun's wondering~~ why the owner used Bella as the name of the shop??? Bella from the Twilight???? lol... 

While waiting for the food to come Yun snapping around for a few photos to share with her dearest readers. 

 This is Yun's cup of tea~ trying to cut down on the coffee so Yun turn to tea~~ sound healthier.. 

 And these are few types of floats that Yun's kaki makan had ordered. 

There are Banana floats; vanilla floats and chocolate floats.. Forgive Yun for forgotten about the price.. If not mistaken the floats are between RM 7-9 per cup kinda expensive if compared to the portion that was served.  

Well, Yun's cup of tea was served with packs of sugar~~ No wonder Yun's very sweet.. :p Too bad din manage to use the sugar coz Yun drank her tea without sugar~ 

 Here are the main dishes with all the difficult names;

This is called Risotto Polo.. served with mushrooms, chicken...

Not sure how it taste coz Yun din actually taste it. Claimed by the owner of the food is it great. 

*Sorry Yun totally have no idea how much it costs*.. will update when Yun find out about it. 

The Lagsana - Yun still haven't found one that could beat Yun's aunts' Lagsana.. I think she bakes the best Lagsana in Kuching. RM 14 ++ Rating 6/10. 

The pizza - 100 times tastier than Pizza hut.. OpPsss... 

Yun ordered herself some pasta Fusilli Alla Pollo which claimed to be the must tried dish. Well, too bad. Yun dunno how to enjoy it.. Yun dislike the taste of the pasta. RM 19 Rating 4/10. 

and this is another type of Risotto which means Rice in Italian.. Again, Yun had no idea how it taste. 

The classic pasta.

Fettuccine Alla Alfredo claimed by one of Yun's kaki makan to be the best. 
RM 22. 

Overall, Yun love the food at Bella Italia. Yun will definitely go back for her Pizzas. ^^