I thought I know the meaning of love. Indeed there are too much for me to learn. I have had a bad experience in relationship few years ago. It was a nostalgic experience and honestly, I do treasure the experience that I had gone through. Bitter, sweet, sour, tears and laughter.. It make me treasure more.
All this while I closed myself up for a new relationship. It's not that I'm not interested in guys.. I do spy at handsome guys.. =p but I do not trust in them. For me, guys are just meant to be entertained not to share your life with. You might not agree with me.. well.. this is just my thoughts.
Tonnes of questions being posted to me this year.. The main question is ;
"When you gonna bring your bf to show to us???"
Well, I do not afraid of this kind of questions.. You could ask but is up to me whether to entertain you or not.. =p I'm egoist woman I should say..
Have a deep thought of these questions recently; and someone do give me answers for all the questions that are posted. I'm glad that I do have friend who actually care and love me as who I am. I never ever know that there are so many people caring and encouraging me.
There are some who back-stabbed but there are more who wound the wounds. Most of the time, I focus on those who back-stabbed and hurt me. I was heartbroken and even moan over the misfortune that I had to go through. I've forgotten to glance at those who wound the wounds. I care too much on how others view on me (the mask that I put on) and I forgot the true I.
The knots in my heart have been untied. It's not self comforting or what.. I had never feel the liberty and the love ever since then. I'm on the way to find the pleasure of my life. There might be lots of changes in my life this year, I do hope that I found pleasure out of it.
To all my readers;
Do not afraid of the changes that arise in your life, changes bring in progress. It doesn't matter whether it's your work, study, relationship, life... View the positive sites and all things are just great with the grace of God.
