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Saturday, May 5, 2012

Ombak Rindu

Ini adalah filem tempatan yang pertama saya tonton. Secare keseruluhan saya kategorikan filem ini sederhana (6/10).



IZZAH adalah seorang gadis yatim piatu yang kematian ibu bapanya akibat kemalangan jalan raya. Bapa saudaranya, Taha, mengambil alih tugas memelihara Izzah. Walau bagaimanapun kehadiran Izzah tidak disenangi isteri Taha dan menuduh Izzah membawa bencana dalam keluarganya. Walau bagaimanapun Izzah tetap menghormati ibu bapa saudaranya.

Pak cik Taha banyak berhutang. Disebabkan kesempitan wang dia sanggup menjual anak saudaranya itu kepada seorang pemilik kelab malam. Izzah terpaksa mengikut kehendak pak saudaranya walaupun hatinya tidak rela.

Di situlah dia berkenalan dengan seorang pelanggan bernama Hariz. Hariz telah membeli Izzah dengan harga yang mahal dari pemilik kelab itu dan membawa dia keluar dari neraka jahanam itu. Di atas permintaan Izzah, akhirnya Hariz bernikah dengan Izzah tetapi dengan syarat semuanya mesti dirahsiakan.

Tetapi kehadiran Mila Amylia, anak Tan Sri Rashdan, iaitu model dan pelakon terkenal tanah air menggugat cinta Izzah yang mula berputik kepada Hariz. Hariz telah menikah Mila Amylia atas paksaan ibunya Datuk Sufiah walaupun Hariz sudah tidak mempunyai perasaan cinta kepada Mila.

Semasa Hariz koma di hospital akibat kemalangan jalan raya, Datuk Sufiah telah menghalau Izzah keluar dari bungalow Hariz dan merampas telefon bimbit Izzah. 

Setelah keluar dari hospital, Datuk Sufiah memberitahu Hariz yang Izzah telah menjalani hubungan dengan lelaki lain. Hariz dalam perasaan marah telah memberitahu Izzah bahawa dia akan digantung tidak bertali semasa terserempak dengan Izzah di rumah Pak Dollah, pemandu keluarga Datuk Sufiah. 

Izzah kemudian kembali ke kampungnya. Pak Dollah sangat marah dengan Datuk Sufiah dan telah memecahkan rahsia bahawa Hariz adalah anaknya yang telah diserahkan kepada suami Datuk Sufiah untuk dijadikan anak angkat serta memberitahu Hariz bahawa Izzah tidak bersalah. 

Hariz menyesal dan amat rindukan Izzah telah pergi ke kampung Izzah untuk memujuk Izzah supaya kembali kepangkuannya. Mila pula datang ke kampung Izzah dan menuntut cerai dari Hariz. 

Filem ini berakhir dengan Izzah dan Hariz menjalani hidup bahagia tanpa rahsia lagi.


Thursday, November 3, 2011

Cute Bun

Hmm~ Competitions are getting great in business nowadays???  
Well~ to survive, creativity definitely play an important role.
If you are creative then you win.. 
Yun come across a bakery in Kuching around the BDC area.. 
Those packaging are really great though the bread itself taste so so.. and of course with higher price due to its cute design. 

I believe not only kids are lured to buy those kind of bread.. 
even Yun is lured  to get herself 2 cute bun.. 

Isn't it CUTE??? haha

 Caterpillar saying 'Hi'...
Mickey mouse saying 'Hi'...

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

怎麼啦

今天的心情好像外面的天气。没有了云的温暖。
逼着让自己去微笑。 让自己微笑着去面对该面对的一切。
但是我内心深处好无奈。
陷入这个情境的我该如何是好?

忙碌的生活; 一摞摞的问题, 我该从哪里开始?

课业,朋友,家人,工作。。。
不知道我几时开始, 成为别人依靠和投靠的对象,
常常给别人鼓励,生活的意义,而我却迷失了方向。

 听到这一首歌;仿佛在为我加油。感觉温馨。


怎麼啦
紀文惠

窗外下著雨 心情低落的插曲
咖啡廳 你一整晚都好安靜

感情受傷了 感覺就快要窒息
我聽見 那心痛的聲音

也許遇上錯的人
也許愛得沒天分
眼淚換來成長必修的學分

怎麼啦 怎麼啦 你都不說話
怎麼啦 多難過都會陪你一起撐過啊
那傷人的謊話 就忘了就算了

怎麼啦 怎麼啦 還在想著他
還愛他 嘲笑你不顧一切愛的有多傻
當計畫輸給了變化 就代表他不是對的他

窗外雨停了 眼淚也該收好了
我陪你 去吃飯逛街看电影

過去讓他去 反正明天很靠近
不再看 他回覆的訊息

怎麼啦 怎麼啦 還在想著他
還愛他嘲笑你不顧一切愛的有多傻
原諒他把過去放下 對的人在某處等你啊。

Friday, September 16, 2011

Happy Belated Mooncake Festival

Hmm~ This is indeed a belated post. Due to my extremely tight schedule. Saluting myself.. =.=
Well, I'm not sure what have kept me so busy~ Big business huh~~ haha.. 
Seriously need to be bad gal sometime.. else I gonna drained myself.
Not going to crap a lot here.. 

Coz Mooncake Festival should share something joyous.. ^^

Let me wish all my readers~ 
Happy Big Big Round Round Nice Nice with Love Love Mooncake Festival.. ^^


This year was exactly the same as the previous year~ Nothing special. Hmmm~~ but Yun got a call from someone~ ehem, that someone claimed wanna enjoy the same view of the moon but too bad~ the cloud was too thick.. :p Well~ I'm not that bad after all~ capturing the nice view that Yun enjoy and share with Yun's reader and oso to that someone.. LOL.. 

Although, Yun did not celebrate mooncake festival together with her family members.. Yun got lots of wishes and mooncakes from friends.. range from jelly mooncake, 'ice skin' mooncake, double yoke mooncake, pandan mooncake.. and 2 more to come flying from my hometown.. haha.. so happy~~ ^^ sorry all are and is going to be kept warm in my tummy~ :p

That's all for today~ gonna off soon and take a rest~ coz dear babe Yun is getting sore throat and watery nose..

Take care all buddies out there and best wishes from Yun. 

Cheers. ^^






Thursday, August 18, 2011

(Hello, Tomorrow) 明天,你好.

明天,你好 (Hello, Tomorrow).

This is really a nice song to be introduced to all my readers. I came across this song last night while I was driving back home. I could not get what's the meaning of the lyric until I googled it.. it is such a piece of art that touches me from within.  

I wish to write this entry in Mandarin but too bad I got limitations in Mandarin words... 



The lyric of the song;
Every single line of the song touches me so deep..

牛奶咖啡 - 明天,你好
作曲:牛奶咖啡
填詞:王海濤
看昨天的我們 走遠了
在命運廣場中央 等待
那模糊的 肩膀
越奔跑 越渺小
曾經 並肩往前的 夥伴
在舉杯 祝福後都 走散
只是那個 夜晚
我深深 的都留藏在心坎
長大以後 我只能奔跑
我多害怕 黑暗中跌倒
明天你好 含著淚微笑
越美好 越害怕得到
每一次哭 又笑著 奔跑
一邊失去 一邊在尋找
明天你好 聲音多渺小
卻提醒我 勇敢是什麼
當我朝著反方向走去
在樓梯的角落 找勇氣
抖著肩膀 哭泣
問自己 在哪裡
曾經 並肩往前 的伙伴
沉默著 懂得我的委屈
時間它總說謊
我從 不曾失去 那些肩膀
長大以後 我只能奔跑
我多害怕 黑暗中跌倒
明天你好 含著淚微笑
越美好 越害怕得到
每一次哭 又笑著奔跑
一邊失去 一邊在尋找
明天你好 聲音多渺小
卻提醒我
長大以後 我只能奔跑
我多害怕 黑暗中跌倒
明天你好 含著淚微笑
越美好 越害怕得到
每一次哭 又笑著奔跑
一邊失去 一邊在尋找
明天你好 聲音多渺小
卻提醒我 勇敢是什麼

I'm so scared lately.. scare of my life, my decisions... I just do not have a reason not to scare.
I left office very early yesterday coz I could not sustain the overwhelming pressure and burden that are put on my shoulders.. I went back home.. locked myself in the room and cried my heart out. Just to release whatever that I had bottled up.

Well, I wish I don't have to think and care for anything but I just cannot do it because it's my choice and I do love people around me. 
I wish I could perform well.. in my roles as a student, a friend, a daughter, a sister, a 'brother', a teacher, a colleague, a mate...... I could not deny that I will fail without the cares and encouragements from the people around me. 
But what could I do and what have I done??? 

I had received a few mails lately that cause me to be weary and upset.. why don't the mails arrived few months earlier??? I know that I should be firm.. but who could resist such a good offer??? It's always be my dream to get an oversea scholarship and to pursue my dreams. 

But this time I considered twice... and I still hold on the decision that I had made few months ago..

I do not know whether I will regret.. 
I know that in these few months whenever I face any obstacles I have - superior, mates, friends either by my side or far away... patiently guiding, leading and accompanying me through.. these blessings are much valuable that my dreams.. 

"每一次哭 又笑著奔跑
一邊失去 一邊在尋找
明天你好 聲音多渺小
卻提醒我 勇敢是什麼"
When I read through the lyric this afternoon, it seems quite true.. 每一次哭 又笑著奔跑; 一邊失去 一邊在尋找... 卻提醒我 勇敢是什麼.

虽然, 眼看好像是失去。。它教会了我什么是勇敢。
明天, 你好。我会努力,勇敢的去面对。 

云, 加油。


Saturday, June 18, 2011

在树上唱歌

今天心情很累。
来放纵一下!

才睡3个钟的我,脾气有点暴躁, 一大早不知哪个家伙搞到正搂宿舍停电我的论文就酱收挡真的有气到咯,然后又被人耍,真的够力,连对不起也不说声,咳!我怎么会有这样的朋友。。 可悲!
这还不用紧,一到目的地竟然被审问。。 拜托,我真的没收到你的信息。 又是我的错咯。hmm~ 我想该是时候换号码了。

haiz~ 有时候真得不知道我在岗什么鬼东西,
总是为别人想,尽量配合,到头来 - 还是自讨苦吃。。 真的有点笨。应该是很笨才对。

突然想到某人对我说过; “世上没有谁为了谁而活, 也没有谁没了谁而不能活。” 
挺有道理下咯~ 还是做好自己的本份。继续我一笑而过的功夫。哦,主啊!

想和我的网友分享这一收歌;歌词还不赖;  “在树上唱歌 ”

用来调和下我的气~~
不想把每件事情都那么严格
弄的全世界好像只剩挫折
放宽了心情 把什么都变美了
好多事物都被缩小了
心里不想放的 就去了 算了
来给云一个加油, “笑一笑 ^^,继续加油 ^^,因为,还有很多-你们-的关怀和鼓励。几累的云还是会笑着去面对。^.^
 

你说的每个笑话我都笑了
是你变幽默还是我变快乐
好久不见你说我大不相同
偷偷告诉你我的兴趣 真心了
不想把每件事情都那么严格
弄的全世界好像只剩挫折
爱一朵花不在看它能开多久
放宽了心情 把什么都变美了
想要光着脚丫在树上唱歌
好多事物都被缩小了
心里不想放的 就去了 算了
让太阳把脸庞给晒得红彤彤
想要吹着口哨在树上唱歌
遥想开往远方的火车
可以那么轻快的穿过山洞
当树上还很空 你要不要陪我。

Tuesday, May 31, 2011

Recent Update

It had been a long time since I last blog about my current life besides all sorts of mouthwatering food and loads of photos~ Hmm~ Wondering since when I've began to turn my blog into food and photography blog. 
Sori.. to all my friends and faithful readers and thanks for caring sending warm mails and pop up to say hi~ well, you are always in my heart. *muaks*. ^^
I wonder where shall I start..

Hmm, Yun thinks it's good for her to do a summary post ;

Yun had started her studies last Feb and continue working hard to get familiar on the 'creatures'. Well, it's marvellous when you get to know that actually Maths is everywhere in our daily life.. even things that you've never thought of.. From the nature to the animals Yun was impressed and of course marvelled at the great creation of the Almighty one. 

Well, Yun's current life is just study and working.. Besides study still study and besides working still working.. bla bla bla..  Kinda monotone but what to do~ That's life. But no worries.. I'm not going to make myself a dull gal~ :p Of course my life is full of colours having fun on whatever things that I am attached to. So~~ no regret. ^^ 

Btw, proudly to announce that Yun is going to have a short break starting on the 2nd June- not going anyway special, just back to hometown for a fortnights to be pampered by my parents and siblings besides attending 3 wedding dinners. Sadly to say, tonnes of works gonna follow me back home.. In the midst of holidays gonna rush to meet the due date.. sienz..

Gonna sign off to check on my little babe.. how was the results.. stay tune for my updates for the holidays. 
To all the Sabahan - Happy Keamatan..
To all the Sarawakian - Happy Gawai..
Let's enjoy the holidays..

Remember ; Don't DRINK and DRIVE.
IF you Drink DON'T Drive ;
IF you Drive DON'T Drink.

Remember the beloved one.

但丁的 爱情故事

Just a random post while waiting for 2 of my faithful computers racing to get their owner a beautiful set of data.. *grin* the first trial is showing a promising results.. Thank God. 

Yun came across this video "但丁的 爱情故事 The love story of Dante" with the background music named "越长大越孤单". 

Share with all Yun's reader. Hope that you'll like it too. ^^


Sunday, February 13, 2011

Happy Valentines' Day

The love is in the air~

14th Feb 2011
The Valentines' Day.


Wishing all my readers no matter single, in a relationship or married~ Happy Valentines' Day.

For those who are single~ it doesn't matter that you're not celebrating with your dream girl/guy. Remember, your friends and your family members are your valentines as well~ Spent some precious time with them and show them your love.

This year on the 14th Yun will be at 2 different places. Not for celebrating the Valentines~ but starting a new chapter of Yun's life. Preparing for exams and studies.
Well I'm not sure whether I am able to cope with it anyway I will just try my very best to cope with it.

 Wishing me all the best. ^^

Best love from Yun. ^^


Monday, January 24, 2011

Sick

I hate getting sick~ 
GETTING SICK!

It was last week after sending a friend of mine going to clinic coz of flu. Well~ I owaz thought I am strong enough to battle the little virus.. who knows I was defeated once again~  =.=

This time - nose allergy causing inflammation at nostrils and throat
FLU 
FEVER 
GASTRIC ~

see.. si beh cham~ 
The virus is really geng~ 
Now~ the immune system is fighting hard to get rid of the culprits.


To all the readers out there~ Remember to take good care~ Dun get sick as Chinese New Year is approaching~ ^^




Monday, January 3, 2011

Little Children

Children are the fruits of love. We all used to be kids. Believe me or not kids are always much simpler, pure, ignorant that the grow up. Well~ I write this meant to remind myself to be simple and pure.

Adults tend to consider too much that caused them to be much more complicated than they are suppose to be. It might be caused by the surrounding around them or the environment that they are in.. It's such a blessing of adults could be as simple as kids.

Yun loves to capture photos for kids - they are simple, pure, ignorant, cheerful... Some are asking why I love capturing photos for kids? Is it because I love kids? or ??? Well ~ to some extend I do love others kids coz I oni spent few hours or few minutes with them not a 24-hour babysitter. I could not imagine if I have one~ He/She will surely drive me into the wall~

Just so coincident Yun meet some kids somewhere and have camera with me. So~ just spending a little time having fun with babies~

Share with my readers photos for some of the cute babies -

 Christlyn Kho nearly 2 years old.
 Amelia Ting 3+ years old
 Adrian Wong 2 years old.
 Blue Ranger 7+ years old.
 Red ranger 5+ years old.
 Meet him while having dinner~ he keep peeping at our table so here we go~ ka cha.. a memory for him. 
"My finger is licking good".
 Carlyne 5 months old.
 Isaac Yek about 4 months.
Samuel Wong about 4 months.
Both Isaac and Samuel were born on the same day.

Those babies remind me of a verse -
Matt 19:14 But Jesus said, Allow the little children and do not prevent them from coming to Me, for of such is the kingdom of the heavens.

The Start of my New Year 2011

First and foremost I would like to wish all my readers a Happy New Year.

Happy 2011.


How do you celebrate your New Year?
Some go for count down, Some go for pubs, Some go for churches, Some stay at home, Some .. .. .. 
So which category/ categories are you in?

For me~ Yun got a rather special new year eve started from the morning till midnight when the clock struck 0000 on 1st January 2011. The fireworks start sparking in the sky~ I was still munching away.. =p
Exactly start from the morning~ Ops~ Yun have been munching away~ one whole day.. How blessed I am.

As a Christian, Yun start the 1st Jan 2011 through prayer. Well, Yun's not that 'holy' that's why Yun need to pray, pray for the strength and power from on High~ the throne of grace.. 

Yun prayed for the forgiveness for all the misdeeds, wrong doings.. being rebellious, stubborn bla bla bla... confessing the sins within myself. It seems such a long list that I have never realised... OMG~ 
Then Yun started to pray for the new year~ A new year, new consecration.. for myself, my studies, my marriage, my health, my family, my friends...... that all the happenings around me will be part of His marvellous works and I will gain and love Him even more. May God continue to preserve and keep me in His home. 

Well~ some might ask will God answer your prayer? Such a lengthy, childish prayer~ Hmm.. you will never know until you've tried. There is one bible verse stated that;

"Ask and it shall be given to you; seek and you shall find; knock and it shall be opened to you. For every one who asks receives, and he who seeks finds, and to him who knocks it shall be opened. "(Matt. 7:7-8). 

To know more about what are the verses at the back~ Just flip your little precious bible to find out. 

ASK AND IT SHALL BE GIVEN TO YOU. 

This is the marvellous verse that aid me in the beginning of the year.
I do hope that I would enjoy and experience Christ and the verses in the bible more practically. 


Friday, August 27, 2010

My Babe - Canon 500d

Proudly introduced to all my readers - my babe Canon 500d.
Yun bought this new gadget last June after longing and saving hard for about 2 years.
and the first product from this babe was Ivy's wedding.  
Share with you all the body of my dear babe. 
Yun's dear babe worth RM 2,888.

(The back view of it)

(The front view of it)

(and the plane view of it)

After playing with it for a while.. hmm.. this greedy Yun began to feel dissatisfied with the lens..Should have go for a better one~~ but will not have any action at least for this 2 years.. coz lens is very expensive la wei~ Need to constrain my expenditure and save hard for a better lens.. hehe.. 
By the way, I will be glad if anyone could lent me some of your lenses to play with.. hehe.. 



Random crap


This is my life for the past few weeks. Guess what ~ is others works that need some help to get it in order and submitted and of course my own stuffs. I'm super mario~~ lol
First, I got my own things submitted to my boss.. done and waiting for feedback.. I know there are sure some amendments. Hmmm.. I just wrote whatever I understand and know~ Hope that my boss have patience reading my proposal.. kikiki.. =p
Then come the most difficult part... Others' works. I dislike reviewing and also prove reading (this is meant for -> those who never put in effort in doing their works yet wanna score well.. )
First and foremost, I'm not from business background, so can you imagine how hard it is to read a business proposal? What I could do is just checking the language errors. 
OMG! I dun even get the meaning of what that someone writing. GOSH~~ Yet tat someone say that is the final draft! *Really make me worried, this is the type of students that a university is going to produce~ *
I gonna search up and down for articles and definitions to get myself understand before editing the works.. and of course it consumed most of my time... Finally get it done and return back to the owner. Yet this is what I get --
" Why you change my structure of sentences? See you have changed the article back to the original one that I have copied!" 
and my reaction gone O.O  
Well, up to you whether you wanna submit the original one or the proof-read one. I think it just a waste of my time and energy to help those who are not willing to learn and never felt thankful on what others have done. That someone might have thought that proof reading other people works is just an easy job.. even a nob one could have done it better.. Hmm.. I have no comment..
Another thing, SOMEONE bullied my sister! I hate those who bullied my sister. Luckily she is alright and face the problems as what we talk the day before. It really require a bold heart for her to bring the matter up and discuss with that IDIOT and SISSY guy. The case is more serious that what I've thought. But I told my sis that I'm proud of her for being bold to face the problems. Learn to deal with the problems, not just keep quiet and be patience just because that we are girls. Well, I suppose in the field of Engineering everyone is equal.. NO DISCRIMINATION! But I doubt is it really exist? 
Besides, I really wonder such a guy could really survive in the society? Just because that others do not agree with his idea during a discussion, he start cursing, scolding and humiliating other people??? I really doubt whether this is called professional? Haiz~~ the product of higher education???
Pity my sis~ Luckily she get over with it already~ Your sis here proud of you. Gambatae and all the best for all the competitions that you are going through in this 2 months time. You can surely make it. ^^
Then, come the management. I'm in wrong course I suppose... How come I'm not from Business background I doubt.. How am I suppose to know so much about your stuffs - you tell me??? 
Anyway, I have learn lots of things this week, 
1. Business plan,
2. Management,
3. Statistics,
4. ICT
5. Proper time and energy management.
6. Learn to listen more and talk less..
7. Improve my English..
bla 
bla bla..
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.
.
 In the end; I am proudly to announce that my laptop spoil already! Hard disk burnt due to excessive usage of it. Thank God anyway, all this occurred after I have done with all my master thesis thingy.. else I think I will really burst out! 

Thank God. ^^

Thursday, August 26, 2010

Insomnia

The Culprit


Hmm~ Believe what your eyes tell you! You are right! Just a cuppa and it keeps me suffering for 3 days. Could you imagine? 
Previously, after having a cup of coffee I still could doze off in the middle of work. But not for now, maybe not that fatigue. I had a cup of coffee the day before and guess what? It had keep me awake for the whole night. Rolling on the bed forcing myself to doze off... In the end I still fail to make it.. The alarm clock rang and it's the time to drag myself out from the bed with panda eyes...
From now on, no more coffee before bed time! 


加油! Gambateh!



Some time it's just so coincident. 
When I drove to have my VIVA on the 16th of July 2010, this song was played on Myfm. I was so glad as if all the people around me was giving me encouragement to attend this battle. 

A month after the VIVA, I was awarded the Master of Engineering. Eventually I have graduated. So glad and so thankful to God and people around me. Without you all I am not going to make it.

Thank you. 

My Lappie is hospitalized.

This is my mood. 
This is what I am going to do.
This is really frustrating.
This is really KNS..



Sending my a year old plus laptop to the ICU. This is really bad, his heart is not functioning so the Dr said he need a heart transplant. I suppose he must has been working too hard for his master, not having enough rest. 
HAIZ~ Pity lappie. 
I'm sad but on one hand frustrated coz all my documents for the past 3 weeks are within and with no back up some more. Another thing, I dunno where I've dump my extended 3 years warranty contract. How careless I am.. I have turn my room upside down but still have no trace of it. =.=
Haiz... What to do! It's all my fault for torturing him so much and all my faults to be so careless~
Now~

I missing my lappie very much~~~~ T.T



Saturday, July 24, 2010

我是一只小小鸟



"每次到了夜深人静的时候,我总是睡不著;
我怀疑是不是只有我的明天没有变得更好。
未来会怎样,究竟有谁会知道,
幸福是否只是一种传说,我永远都找不到。"



有时候我觉得自己是一只小鸟
想要飞却怎么也飞不高
也许有一天我攀上了枝头却成为猎人的目标
我飞上了青天才发现自己从此无依无靠

每次到了夜深人静的时候我总是睡不着
我怀疑是不是只有我明天没有变的更好
未来会怎样究竟有谁会知道
幸福是否只是一种传说我永远都找不到

我是一只小小鸟
想要飞呀却飞也飞不高
我寻寻觅觅寻寻觅觅一个温暖的怀抱
这样的要求不算太高

我是一只小小鸟
想要飞呀却飞也飞不高
我寻寻觅觅寻寻觅觅一个温暖的怀抱
这样的要求不算太高

所有知道我的名字的人啊你们好不好
世界是如此的小我们注定无处可逃
当我尝尽人情冷暖当你决定为了你的理想燃烧
生活的魔力与生命的尊严哪一个重要

我是一只小小鸟
想要飞呀却飞也飞不高
我寻寻觅觅寻寻觅觅一个温暖的怀抱
这样的要求不算太高

我是一只小小鸟
想要飞呀却飞也飞不高
我寻寻觅觅寻寻觅觅一个温暖的怀抱
这样的要求不算太高
这样的要求不算太高


*这歌词说出我心底的感觉。也给了我勇气。虽然我很害怕但我还是要突破所有的困难。我知道还有很多人在支持,鼓励,帮助我。往前看,我的未来不是梦。*

谢谢!帮助,支持并鼓励我的人。 

The wounds that you've created.

I only have a vague idea what had happened in my life since I last pen down in my blog. 
Lots of things occurred but ~

1. What have I done? 
2. What do I care for? 
3. What do I love for?

I have done nothing.
I have care for nothing.
and
I have love for nothing.

Kinda tired with currently life. Seeking for a change. 
What can I change? 
I can change nothing besides myself and my life.
When I intended to change. why did you come in? 
Have I invited you to come? 
I really doubt of your decisions.
Whatever you've said, whatever you've done. I doubt, I REALLY DOUBT...

I have to choose to leave.
I choose studies. 
I choose to perform well in my life.
I choose to change myself inwardly and outwardly,
I choose to work harder so that I could proceed on. 

In the day of celebration of my graduation with my family. 
I hold my tears before my family and friends. 
I'm struggling whether to let you go.
I have no choice for I no longer the one that you've cared and loved...
I laugh, I smile as if there is nothing going on in my life,
I do not want my family to be worried..
I bear all the pains and disappointment alone, 
For I believe time will fade all things. 
 

Friday, July 2, 2010

Have you regretted on something that you've 'INSISTED' or 'GIVEN UP'?

Have you regretted on something that you have INSISTED or GIVEN UP?
A sudden thought of Yun coming out with this topic. Well, Yun believed that choices are there yet how many could boldly said that I had made a right choice or I had make a wrong choice. Interesting right..
In Yun's dictionary there is no definite RIGHT or WRONG choice. What differ is just the path that you've to go through after you've made the choice. Each choice that you have chosen leads to a different ending. There is never a dead end.
As a Christian, Yun believes that every circumstances that pop up in Yun's life is for the good of mine. 

Roman 8:28 And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are called according to His purpose.