我是一只小小鸟

"每次到了夜深人静的时候，我总是睡不著；
我怀疑是不是只有我的明天没有变得更好。
未来会怎样，究竟有谁会知道，
幸福是否只是一种传说，我永远都找不到。"

有时候我觉得自己是一只小鸟
想要飞却怎么也飞不高
也许有一天我攀上了枝头却成为猎人的目标
我飞上了青天才发现自己从此无依无靠

每次到了夜深人静的时候我总是睡不着
我怀疑是不是只有我明天没有变的更好
未来会怎样究竟有谁会知道
幸福是否只是一种传说我永远都找不到

我是一只小小鸟
想要飞呀却飞也飞不高
我寻寻觅觅寻寻觅觅一个温暖的怀抱
这样的要求不算太高

我是一只小小鸟
想要飞呀却飞也飞不高
我寻寻觅觅寻寻觅觅一个温暖的怀抱
这样的要求不算太高

所有知道我的名字的人啊你们好不好
世界是如此的小我们注定无处可逃
当我尝尽人情冷暖当你决定为了你的理想燃烧
生活的魔力与生命的尊严哪一个重要

我是一只小小鸟
想要飞呀却飞也飞不高
我寻寻觅觅寻寻觅觅一个温暖的怀抱
这样的要求不算太高

我是一只小小鸟
想要飞呀却飞也飞不高
我寻寻觅觅寻寻觅觅一个温暖的怀抱
这样的要求不算太高
这样的要求不算太高

*这歌词说出我心底的感觉。也给了我勇气。虽然我很害怕但我还是要突破所有的困难。我知道还有很多人在支持，鼓励，帮助我。往前看，我的未来不是梦。*

谢谢！帮助，支持并鼓励我的人。 

The wounds that you've created.

I only have a vague idea what had happened in my life since I last pen down in my blog. 

Lots of things occurred but ~

1. What have I done? 

2. What do I care for? 

3. What do I love for?

I have done nothing.

I have care for nothing.

and

I have love for nothing.

Kinda tired with currently life. Seeking for a change. 

What can I change? 

I can change nothing besides myself and my life.

When I intended to change. why did you come in? 

Have I invited you to come? 

I really doubt of your decisions.

Whatever you've said, whatever you've done. I doubt, I REALLY DOUBT...

I have to choose to leave.

I choose studies. 

I choose to perform well in my life.

I choose to change myself inwardly and outwardly,

I choose to work harder so that I could proceed on. 

In the day of celebration of my graduation with my family. 

I hold my tears before my family and friends. 

I'm struggling whether to let you go.

I have no choice for I no longer the one that you've cared and loved...

I laugh, I smile as if there is nothing going on in my life,

I do not want my family to be worried..

I bear all the pains and disappointment alone, 

For I believe time will fade all things. 

 

Simply a Post

Yun's Feeling in this few days!

Fade UP!

Disappointed! 

Hard to Forgive!

Tired!

Sienz!

si beh tu lang (Hokkien).

Too STUPID! 

Too KIND!

Too GENEROUS! 

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.

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LOVE TOO LITTLE~~

Have you regretted on something that you've 'INSISTED' or 'GIVEN UP'?

Have you regretted on something that you have INSISTED or GIVEN UP?

A sudden thought of Yun coming out with this topic. Well, Yun believed that choices are there yet how many could boldly said that I had made a right choice or I had make a wrong choice. Interesting right..

In Yun's dictionary there is no definite RIGHT or WRONG choice. What differ is just the path that you've to go through after you've made the choice. Each choice that you have chosen leads to a different ending. There is never a dead end.

As a Christian, Yun believes that every circumstances that pop up in Yun's life is for the good of mine. 

Roman 8:28 And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are called according to His purpose.