The wounds that you've created.

I only have a vague idea what had happened in my life since I last pen down in my blog. 

Lots of things occurred but ~

1. What have I done? 

2. What do I care for? 

3. What do I love for?

I have done nothing.

I have care for nothing.

and

I have love for nothing.

Kinda tired with currently life. Seeking for a change. 

What can I change? 

I can change nothing besides myself and my life.

When I intended to change. why did you come in? 

Have I invited you to come? 

I really doubt of your decisions.

Whatever you've said, whatever you've done. I doubt, I REALLY DOUBT...

I have to choose to leave.

I choose studies. 

I choose to perform well in my life.

I choose to change myself inwardly and outwardly,

I choose to work harder so that I could proceed on. 

In the day of celebration of my graduation with my family. 

I hold my tears before my family and friends. 

I'm struggling whether to let you go.

I have no choice for I no longer the one that you've cared and loved...

I laugh, I smile as if there is nothing going on in my life,

I do not want my family to be worried..

I bear all the pains and disappointment alone, 

For I believe time will fade all things.