Only Love

2 am and the rain is falling

Here we are at the crossroads once again

You're telling me you're so confused

You can't make up your mind

Is this meant to be You're asking me

But only love can stay

Try again or walk away

But I believe for you and me

The sun will shine one day

So I just play my part

Pray you'll have a change of heart

But I can make you see it through

That's something only love can do

In your arms as the dawn is breaking

Face to face and a thousand miles apart

I've tried my best to make you see

There's hope beyond the pain

If we give enough If we learn to trust

But only love can stay

Try again or walk away

But I believe for you and me

The sun will shine one day

So I just play my part

Pray you'll have a change of heart

But I can make you see it through

That's something only love can do

I know if I could find the words

To touch you deep inside

You'll give my dreams just one more chance

To let this be our last goodbye

But only love can stay

Try again or walk away

But I believe for you and me

The sun will shine one day

So I just play my part

Pray you'll have a change of heart

But I can make you see it through

That's something only love can do

That's something only love can do

Another nice song given by Celine. Only Love. Enjoy yourselves the nice song.

Sometime there is only love can do...

Just crapping

I had been feeling depressed in this few days. I thought that I had overcome all these indeed I was still walking in the darkness. I dunno how and what should I do nor who could I shared the overbearing problems. In short, I am knackered!

I still have another 4 days before my ‘report’ due, yet I could not start my lab work just because of the incomplete set of lab apparatus. The only reason they give me is to wait because of the delay from the supplier. I had thought of using my own wicked way to urge the technicians but in the end I didn’t do that just because I do not want them to get into troubles. I had tried other alternatives of replacing the important components with something else. I spent whole night to come out with something which I could think of, cheap and conservative method yet I got this response: “Amoi, ini susah oh…, u tunggu sajalah u punya connection cap itu, nanti itu white elephant rosak macam mana? …” I ward off with thanks. I dunno how I should react…

I’m going to hate the month of May. This is the month that I had to bear other people’s problems and burden. Phone calls, sms and e-mails… Could I say ‘No’ without hurting anyone? That’s why I’m gonna believe one saying that ‘The older you grow, the heavier the responsibility that you had to bear.” I had never believed in such a saying until I myself was in the situations. Now, I realized a lot of things that others suffered before… a friend of mine once told me that “Human have to live by the situations not the other way round”. I used to laugh at him and teased him to be more optimistic… well, now I realized why he said so…

End of this month I had to left for Tronoh and KL for about a week or two for an important (a must go) trip. If I were to choose, I choose not to go… but the responsibility is there. I began to worry about the time and the energy that I have. This is because I thought that the travelling starts only in August. Man proposed, God disposed.. my travelling have to start end of this months.. haiz… a long sigh……….. lab work stuck, programming stuck, brain stuck… everything stuck… what a suck?

By the way, I have to leave my studies for a while. I really hope I could catch up with it. Besides, I had been wondering if I was buried with problems of my studies, who are going to help me??? Praying hard and hoping for aids from above ba I suppose!!! …

Gotta stop crapping and start working...

An encouragement for myself... Cheer up Yun! ^-^

A date with my youngest uncle

I received a call from my uncle on Tuesday which sound weird for me.. my uncle call me??!! His brain got haywire? (coz my uncle never called me since I was in Kuching + he dun even know my phone!) get my point! Erm.. this time my wonderful uncle wanna treat me a dinner.. (Sweat…) dinner for some purposes!!! Just always hope that my instinct is wrong.. Unluckily it always turn up to be true.. (for this uncle only la)

Let me describe a bit about my uncle. He’s in his late thirties, married and father of two kids yet he is so font of bullying me.. not beating me of course but teasing me most of the time causing me to blush in red.. He used to be the one bullying me always whenever I went to my grandpa’s house..

Well, this time my great uncle din tease me.. He’s kinda very serious.. you know like a father speaking to a daughter.. bukan main serious.. first time in my life seeing him that serious. Back to the point.. I was nearly fainted when he asked me some questions.. I bet you will know what’s his intentions when asking sorts of questions..

Beat around the bush… ting ting dong dong…

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Well, your mom said that you are in d middle of your twenties oled… now taking master is it? what’s you plan after this? Wanna study again ha?... (Okay.. start with my mom… again…)

You not young liaw ah.. have to think about your future… (UNCLE… )

I dun wanna see you to be ‘lao gu po’… (Grrrrr…)

You not bad wa… I dun believe u din meet anyone that suit your taste yet.. (OMG… mom sending detective…)

I got a few friends dunno you interested or not??? (UNCLE… Pls la… now what age d…)

See.. your cousins nearly all get married oled.. when is your turn… (OMG…)

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These are the main big questions that he thrown to me… leaving me speechless, blush in red yet my sis giggling away… (Hopeless de sister…)

I bet you will know what’s my uncle’s intentions oled.. haiz… what to do… caring uncle.

Oh well.. Is it that I'm 'aged' d? I'm still young I suppose... Furthermore, I had not been thinking bout this matter ever since I'd broke off with him...

Maybe it is the time d.. But this time I will start with prayer...


Thanks la.. uncle..