Friendship

What does friend mean to you? A person whom is on terms of mutual affection independently of sexual or family love, a helper or a supporter?

Who is your friend? Do you ever have friends?

I have a lot of friends. From the one who seek for benefits or advantages to the one whom really care for me. Which category are you as my friend? Only you could tell.

People around me, least I categorized as my friends. I have brothers and sisters, course mates, colleague, housemates… Those whom I treasure, whom I believe could be my friends are in the list of my friends. I had never ever taken any of them out of the list. It was not until today, I removed someone from my list of friends. I do not know why I did so! Maybe someone could tell.

Is extremely hard to tell who is your true friend. Those around you, are they really your true friends? Some seek for advantages within you, some were close to you because you are useful tools for them, some because you are famous, some because he or she would like to court you, some because they need your help… where is the value for true friendship? I really wonder? I had not met any, whom, while I was deep in need of him or her, they would not flee!

I had added 7 friends into my friend’s list recently KC, HS, HY, XT, Mona, Sheila and Voon. They helped me a lot in my studies and life. When I met the dead end, they lend me a helping hand, when I was disappointed they cheered me up. Though I was alright outwardly and it seems that I was doing well in my studies, indeed is not! I met lots of obstacles, I met dead end. None could help me! Who knows and who cares? Thanks for my friends they did not condemn, force me but they cared for me as a sister not asking anything in return. I had nothing to give them, they are smarter, have more experienced than me and will be graduating soon. I really treasure them as my brothers, sisters and friends.

It seems that I was so blessed with friends! But there is one friend, the one friend. I was really disappointed with Him. I’m not going to describe in detailed, the only thing is that you made my heart rain as what happened outward now!

Friends! I need true friends rather than hypocrites!