A ragged prodigal

A ragged prodigal found a place,
A place that she thought could stay forever,
A place that brought her laughter and tears,
A place that brought her the meaning of life,
A place that she found peace while in the valleys.

The time passed by as the globe revolves,
The people comes and leaves for the knowledge,
The place had grew much busier and complicated,
The ragged prodigal found herself lost in it,
The place no longer belongs to her.

The time has come, is it or is it not?
The question that ragged prodigal pondered,
The unwelcoming urged her to leave,
The welcoming found a place for her to stay,
The choice is on the hand yet she found it hard to take.

Two road diverged in the wood,
She had came to a juncture, trembling not knowing how,
She heard condemnations and teachings,
She heard cheers and encouragements,
Her heart and mind had gone weary.

Appreciations for those who lend me a shoulder

Time really flee. Day by day it passed as if I had done nothing beneficial to the world nor to myself. I was wasting my life and energy persistently seeking and digging for clues to solve problems after problems.. I tend to give up but thanks to all my friends and saints keep on encouraging me in this process.. No one could help in my study because none of them had a slight idea for what I was doing~~ Pity me~~

I was trying out different methods to solve the problems that I faced in my study recently and few minutes ago..

I found it~~

I FOUND IT!!!

I WANNA SHOUT TO THE WORLD~~

I FOUND IT!!!

Nothing could be happier than that! I just wanna share my Happiness to all my readers, to my family members, to those who had encouraged me always no matter how much murmurings their ears had to bear and to those who reminded and cooked to fill my tummy whenever I forgotten and most importantly to those who keep me in their prayers. I love you all.. ^^

Well, the process was not easy. Those simple problems (now I could use the word simple) cost me more than 5 months to solve it. Tonight I had solved all the mysteries. Although the ways are found, I still have few kilometers to tread before heading towards the finishing line. I am physically exhausted but whenever I listen to this song 還有我 I regained my strength to move on.

還有我

88水災大馬幫震災大合唱

詞：黃明志 曲：張捷惟 / 蘇俊元

去年夏天不寂寞 你的歡笑陪著我- 光良
乘著風聽你 編織著夢 - 張棟樑
徜徉在一片豐收 - 易桀齊

當雨不再浪漫害羞 當風不再輕輕送 - 張智成
藍藍的天又 深鎖眉頭 - 方炯賓
你害怕 你惶恐 不知所措 - 張棟樑

朋友別再哭了 就算世界變化再多 - 光良
還有我 在身後 奮不顧身的挽救 - 林宇中
朋友你還有我 在為你默默的加油 - 龔柯允

抓著我 的雙手 如果你還在顫抖 - 林建輝
天會藍 雨會停 我陪你走 - 張棟樑

當雨不再浪漫害羞 當風不再輕輕送 - 光良
藍藍的天又 深鎖眉頭- 張棟樑
你害怕 你惶恐 不知所措 - 張智成

朋友別再哭了 就算世界變化再多 - 方炯賓
還有我 在身後 奮不顧身的挽救 - 林建輝
朋友你還有我 在為你默默的加油 - 易桀齊
抓著我 的雙手 如果你還在顫抖- 林宇中
天會藍 雨會停 我陪你走 - 方炯賓+ 龔柯允 (Karen)

彩虹躲在山的那頭 光線就在雲的背後 - 張棟樑
我在雨中 陪你守候 - 林宇中
包紮了今天的傷痛 擦乾眼淚勇敢振作- 光良
明年夏天 有你有我 - 龔柯允+張棟樑

朋友別再哭了 就算世界變化再多 - 光良
還有我 在身後 奮不顧身的挽救-合唱
朋友你還有我 在為你默默的加油-合唱

抓著我 的雙手 如果你還在顫抖-合唱
天會藍 雨會停 我陪你走 -合唱

天會藍 雨會停 我陪你走- 光良


无论环境多恶劣，還有我，朋友你還有我 在為你默默的加油，抓著我 的雙手 如果你還在顫抖，天會藍 雨會停 我陪你走。擦干眼泪，只往先前。愿主祝福。

承诺

承诺 - 群星
改编自Beyond黄家驹“海阔天空”
作词：刘德华 作曲：黄家驹

多少人多少幸福被抢夺
多少生活在一瞬间被埋没
一切变沉默
泪光在眼眶闪烁
尘埃沾满了失落的轮廓(情愿是我)
不必说你们背后还有我
未来就是崎岖也会陪你过
一个你一个我
扛起不需要脆弱
前面越走一定会越宽阔(你还有我)
谁都会有恐惧面对黑暗的角落
为了你我再苦也不躲
我要你重获原来的生活
认定了这一辈子的承诺

不必说你们背后还有我
未来就是崎岖也会陪你过
一个你一个我
扛起不需要脆弱
前面越走一定会越宽阔
谁都会有恐惧面对黑暗的角落
为了你我再苦也不躲
我要你重获原来的生活
认定了这一辈子的承诺

纵然山摇地破也要安然渡过有你有我
谁都会有恐惧面对黑暗的角落
为了你我再苦也不躲
我要你重获原来的生活
认定了这一辈子的承诺
我要你重获原来的生活
认定了这一辈子的承诺
谁都会有恐惧面对黑暗的角落
为了你我再苦也不躲
我要你重获原来的生活
认定了这一辈子的承诺
谁都会有恐惧面对黑暗的角落
为了你我再苦也不躲
我要你重获原来的生活
认定了这一辈子的承诺
谁都会有恐惧面对黑暗的角落
为了你我再苦也不躲
我要你重获原来的生活
认定了这一辈子的承诺

我要你重获原来的生活
认定了这一辈子的承诺.

找了这一首歌好久。终于有时间去找也给我找到了。好被这一首歌感动。为了你(我的父母，兄弟姐妹和一直不断支持我的好朋友) 我一定会好好的活。

Hard to understand and talk to Human (especially those inconsiderate).

Have you ever come across such incidents? Let me describe one by one...

1. If you do not know something and you want to know about it. You will ask the person involve for clarification or answer.. Erm.. Let me ask you; do you believe in his/her answers?

Yes? ==> Good.. That is the reason for you to ask.
No? ==> Then why you ask???

The conversation was like this;

A: Do you have a bf?
Yun: No.. why?
A: I dun believe...
Yun: ==

Why you ask then??? ==

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*2nd half of the writing was deleted to protect the privacy and dignity of the author.*

Love is seeking you in my memory

Had been falling in love with Raymond Lam's song ever since my dearest fren Seng gave me the whole album of his. It was so nice of him. Personally, I fall in love with this particular song 愛在記憶中找你 (Love is seeking you in my memory)。
Love is not merely owning. This is what I believed.

Found some quotes that I would like to share;

Life is short,

Break the rules,

Forgive quickly,

Kiss slowly,

Love truly,

Laugh uncontrollably,

And never regret anything that made you smile.


Love is not showing that you're pity having compassion towards someone misfortune. So to my friends who are currently in the juncture of their life not knowing what to do, think of the happy moments that both of you had created, the positive encouragement that both of you had done.. Think of something positive and you will realise how much you love him or her..

I'm neither a counselor nor a psychologist.. I just wanna share my thoughts and feelings. Never regret after all things had occurred, clear your mind and have proper communication.

My Darling

MatLAB..


You are just not my friend!!! I love you so much and I dunno why you still dun want to be friend to me..

I studied about you,

I cared about you,

I stayed with you every day and night,

I stared at you every day and night,

I spent most of my time with you,

I touched you with curiosity,

I hugged you in my sleep,

I dream about you.


Yet... I still dun know why you dun let me to understand more about you.. It's just as hard as understanding what a man think in his mind. Haiz..

Please~~ I need to understand you as soon as possible. Dun bully me again~
I hope i won't get mad and give up.. Else I will throw you in the rubbish bin!!!

Status Update

I have been polluting my blogs with tonnes of my mood - scolding, complaining.. Well, some of my readers do complain about it.. They prefer the previous writings when it's not sound so disgusting.. Sorry for that. Yun will come back with tonnes of meaning post in Yun's life. Hope you still stay tune.

Recent status update;
1. Yun am busy with some programming.
2. Yun am adapting myself to some kind of unfriendly occurring cause by some nuisances.
3. Addicted to facebook where I spent most of my time.. (no more)

Yun will improve in my writing to make it sound interesting and of course it's still about my life here (not changing the main purpose of my blog)..

All the best and stay tune.

Healthy Yun is back. ^^

Adult Business

Just feel like uttering today.. Lots of things that I could not understand. Why there are such a things like that?
First; I thought that I could lead my life without others to worry bout me; I failed.
Second; I thought that I am matured enough to comprehend all the situations around me; I'm not.
Third; I thought that I'm the big gal that my family members could trust on and lean to; I'm neither indeed.
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When everyone seems to keep everything away from me (with their good intentions - that I would not get distracted or worried by what happened and it's so called 'adults matter')
But~~ Let me tell you. I'm willing to bear with you all!!! I'm an adult as well~~

My mum got very sick - everyone keep it as secret to me.. Till lately when I called my eldest sister and accidentally she slip the words..
My brother got hospitalized due to bacteria infections in the blood.. they keep it as secret to me as well~~
This is serious case.. I can't help but at least I can pray for them..

Haiz... Well~~ If this is the case; then go on keep everything as secret to me.

I'm sad and felt helpless.

But I still love you all..