I got a new roommate

Hurm.. This occurred on the 28th December 2009. When I was patiently repeating some faulty lab works, I received a sms from my housemate which spoil my mood. Extremely moody after that incident..

She informed me that there will be someone sharing room with me! Well~~ I'm very much stirred up because the officer once promised that I will be staying alone in the double room yet things turn up to be the other way round. Extremely angry and beh song..

I stop all the lab works and went to the office to make the business clear. I discussed with the officer for about an hour.. The reason that he gave was that there is no more room available and it seems that she had fall in love with your room! KNS~~ There is nothing that I could do besides clearing up the room and let her stay in.

I went back to my room in dismay. When my housemates asked me regarding the matter I burst into tears for I do not know what to do. Cuddled with CuCu Christ I cried for about an hour. It might be categorized as small matter to some of Yun's reader but if you are in my situations you will understand why Yun got such a big negative reactions.

1. Yun need to clean the room up for her to stay. (meaning that the place that Yun used to work on my research is taken over - limited space).
2. Yun need to adapt as soon as possible the situation that Yun have a roommate.
3. Yun used to work at night till early in the morning. Now, Yun have to consider for her.
4. Yun have no more privacy.
5. No more radio.
6. No more songs openly. Have to put on headphone.

On the day she moved in. Yun nearly cried. For;
1. She snored.
2. She brought slippers into the room.
3. She talk on the phone for an hour or so loudly not caring whether Yun is working or sleeping.
4. Messy type of person~~ Hurm

All these need time to blend and have proper communications which Yun's very lacking now..

Yun dun like my room now.. Is very messy and crowded. How could Yun be happy in this situations? Am still learning and trying to adapt myself.. T.T

CuCu Chris

Hello everybody~~ Let me introduce Yun's new friend, CuCu Chris.

CuCu Chris is born on the 25th December 2009. Yun was actutally looking for DuDu's twin but end up getting a CuCu because CuCu is cuter.. ^^

CuCu is brownish in colour with a pinkish ribbon tie around his neck. The furry body cause Yun to fall in love with him on the very first touch. It had been a long time since Yun bought something to encourage myself from being such a "GOOD GAL" for the past year.

Now, got little star and CuCu accompanying Yun in writing my thesis and also accompany me to sleep. Such a faithful great companions.

MUAKS~~ Love you CuCu Chris! ^^

Hold On ~~ Yun have something to speak.

Time is running short.. Jingle Bells are ringing.. In less than 9 days time 2009 will come to an end. Yet, I had owed my precious readers tonnes of posts. Debts of the year need to be clear some how.. Hurm.. This is the last dream of Yun and will definitely am going to make it come true.

Now ~~ Pity Yun is having her hectic schedule (thinking hard, writing hard, calculating hard, trying hard) but her heart still lingering at her dear blog.. Wonder when she'll be able to keep it up to date.

Bear with Yun till the very last day. Blog will be fully update before the clock struck 12 am to another wonderful year. Yun promised! Yun wanna draw a great conclusion for year 2009 and have a great resolutions for year 2010.

That's all for now buddies, dear and darlings..

Happy Winter Solstice

Happy Christmas Eve

Merry Christmas.


I won't wish Happy New Year first..

Looking forward for the day - before the clock stricks 12.00 am on the 31st December 2009.


For those who still owe some chores like dear babe Yun.. Let's GAMBATEH together.

God bless you. ^^

A ragged prodigal

A ragged prodigal found a place,
A place that she thought could stay forever,
A place that brought her laughter and tears,
A place that brought her the meaning of life,
A place that she found peace while in the valleys.

The time passed by as the globe revolves,
The people comes and leaves for the knowledge,
The place had grew much busier and complicated,
The ragged prodigal found herself lost in it,
The place no longer belongs to her.

The time has come, is it or is it not?
The question that ragged prodigal pondered,
The unwelcoming urged her to leave,
The welcoming found a place for her to stay,
The choice is on the hand yet she found it hard to take.

Two road diverged in the wood,
She had came to a juncture, trembling not knowing how,
She heard condemnations and teachings,
She heard cheers and encouragements,
Her heart and mind had gone weary.

Appreciations for those who lend me a shoulder

Time really flee. Day by day it passed as if I had done nothing beneficial to the world nor to myself. I was wasting my life and energy persistently seeking and digging for clues to solve problems after problems.. I tend to give up but thanks to all my friends and saints keep on encouraging me in this process.. No one could help in my study because none of them had a slight idea for what I was doing~~ Pity me~~

I was trying out different methods to solve the problems that I faced in my study recently and few minutes ago..

I found it~~

I FOUND IT!!!

I WANNA SHOUT TO THE WORLD~~

I FOUND IT!!!

Nothing could be happier than that! I just wanna share my Happiness to all my readers, to my family members, to those who had encouraged me always no matter how much murmurings their ears had to bear and to those who reminded and cooked to fill my tummy whenever I forgotten and most importantly to those who keep me in their prayers. I love you all.. ^^

Well, the process was not easy. Those simple problems (now I could use the word simple) cost me more than 5 months to solve it. Tonight I had solved all the mysteries. Although the ways are found, I still have few kilometers to tread before heading towards the finishing line. I am physically exhausted but whenever I listen to this song 還有我 I regained my strength to move on.

還有我

88水災大馬幫震災大合唱

詞：黃明志 曲：張捷惟 / 蘇俊元

去年夏天不寂寞 你的歡笑陪著我- 光良
乘著風聽你 編織著夢 - 張棟樑
徜徉在一片豐收 - 易桀齊

當雨不再浪漫害羞 當風不再輕輕送 - 張智成
藍藍的天又 深鎖眉頭 - 方炯賓
你害怕 你惶恐 不知所措 - 張棟樑

朋友別再哭了 就算世界變化再多 - 光良
還有我 在身後 奮不顧身的挽救 - 林宇中
朋友你還有我 在為你默默的加油 - 龔柯允

抓著我 的雙手 如果你還在顫抖 - 林建輝
天會藍 雨會停 我陪你走 - 張棟樑

當雨不再浪漫害羞 當風不再輕輕送 - 光良
藍藍的天又 深鎖眉頭- 張棟樑
你害怕 你惶恐 不知所措 - 張智成

朋友別再哭了 就算世界變化再多 - 方炯賓
還有我 在身後 奮不顧身的挽救 - 林建輝
朋友你還有我 在為你默默的加油 - 易桀齊
抓著我 的雙手 如果你還在顫抖- 林宇中
天會藍 雨會停 我陪你走 - 方炯賓+ 龔柯允 (Karen)

彩虹躲在山的那頭 光線就在雲的背後 - 張棟樑
我在雨中 陪你守候 - 林宇中
包紮了今天的傷痛 擦乾眼淚勇敢振作- 光良
明年夏天 有你有我 - 龔柯允+張棟樑

朋友別再哭了 就算世界變化再多 - 光良
還有我 在身後 奮不顧身的挽救-合唱
朋友你還有我 在為你默默的加油-合唱

抓著我 的雙手 如果你還在顫抖-合唱
天會藍 雨會停 我陪你走 -合唱

天會藍 雨會停 我陪你走- 光良


无论环境多恶劣，還有我，朋友你還有我 在為你默默的加油，抓著我 的雙手 如果你還在顫抖，天會藍 雨會停 我陪你走。擦干眼泪，只往先前。愿主祝福。

承诺

承诺 - 群星
改编自Beyond黄家驹“海阔天空”
作词：刘德华 作曲：黄家驹

多少人多少幸福被抢夺
多少生活在一瞬间被埋没
一切变沉默
泪光在眼眶闪烁
尘埃沾满了失落的轮廓(情愿是我)
不必说你们背后还有我
未来就是崎岖也会陪你过
一个你一个我
扛起不需要脆弱
前面越走一定会越宽阔(你还有我)
谁都会有恐惧面对黑暗的角落
为了你我再苦也不躲
我要你重获原来的生活
认定了这一辈子的承诺

不必说你们背后还有我
未来就是崎岖也会陪你过
一个你一个我
扛起不需要脆弱
前面越走一定会越宽阔
谁都会有恐惧面对黑暗的角落
为了你我再苦也不躲
我要你重获原来的生活
认定了这一辈子的承诺

纵然山摇地破也要安然渡过有你有我
谁都会有恐惧面对黑暗的角落
为了你我再苦也不躲
我要你重获原来的生活
认定了这一辈子的承诺
我要你重获原来的生活
认定了这一辈子的承诺
谁都会有恐惧面对黑暗的角落
为了你我再苦也不躲
我要你重获原来的生活
认定了这一辈子的承诺
谁都会有恐惧面对黑暗的角落
为了你我再苦也不躲
我要你重获原来的生活
认定了这一辈子的承诺
谁都会有恐惧面对黑暗的角落
为了你我再苦也不躲
我要你重获原来的生活
认定了这一辈子的承诺

我要你重获原来的生活
认定了这一辈子的承诺.

找了这一首歌好久。终于有时间去找也给我找到了。好被这一首歌感动。为了你(我的父母，兄弟姐妹和一直不断支持我的好朋友) 我一定会好好的活。

Hard to understand and talk to Human (especially those inconsiderate).

Have you ever come across such incidents? Let me describe one by one...

1. If you do not know something and you want to know about it. You will ask the person involve for clarification or answer.. Erm.. Let me ask you; do you believe in his/her answers?

Yes? ==> Good.. That is the reason for you to ask.
No? ==> Then why you ask???

The conversation was like this;

A: Do you have a bf?
Yun: No.. why?
A: I dun believe...
Yun: ==

Why you ask then??? ==

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*2nd half of the writing was deleted to protect the privacy and dignity of the author.*

Love is seeking you in my memory

Had been falling in love with Raymond Lam's song ever since my dearest fren Seng gave me the whole album of his. It was so nice of him. Personally, I fall in love with this particular song 愛在記憶中找你 (Love is seeking you in my memory)。
Love is not merely owning. This is what I believed.

Found some quotes that I would like to share;

Life is short,

Break the rules,

Forgive quickly,

Kiss slowly,

Love truly,

Laugh uncontrollably,

And never regret anything that made you smile.


Love is not showing that you're pity having compassion towards someone misfortune. So to my friends who are currently in the juncture of their life not knowing what to do, think of the happy moments that both of you had created, the positive encouragement that both of you had done.. Think of something positive and you will realise how much you love him or her..

I'm neither a counselor nor a psychologist.. I just wanna share my thoughts and feelings. Never regret after all things had occurred, clear your mind and have proper communication.

My Darling

MatLAB..


You are just not my friend!!! I love you so much and I dunno why you still dun want to be friend to me..

I studied about you,

I cared about you,

I stayed with you every day and night,

I stared at you every day and night,

I spent most of my time with you,

I touched you with curiosity,

I hugged you in my sleep,

I dream about you.


Yet... I still dun know why you dun let me to understand more about you.. It's just as hard as understanding what a man think in his mind. Haiz..

Please~~ I need to understand you as soon as possible. Dun bully me again~
I hope i won't get mad and give up.. Else I will throw you in the rubbish bin!!!

Status Update

I have been polluting my blogs with tonnes of my mood - scolding, complaining.. Well, some of my readers do complain about it.. They prefer the previous writings when it's not sound so disgusting.. Sorry for that. Yun will come back with tonnes of meaning post in Yun's life. Hope you still stay tune.

Recent status update;
1. Yun am busy with some programming.
2. Yun am adapting myself to some kind of unfriendly occurring cause by some nuisances.
3. Addicted to facebook where I spent most of my time.. (no more)

Yun will improve in my writing to make it sound interesting and of course it's still about my life here (not changing the main purpose of my blog)..

All the best and stay tune.

Healthy Yun is back. ^^

Adult Business

Just feel like uttering today.. Lots of things that I could not understand. Why there are such a things like that?
First; I thought that I could lead my life without others to worry bout me; I failed.
Second; I thought that I am matured enough to comprehend all the situations around me; I'm not.
Third; I thought that I'm the big gal that my family members could trust on and lean to; I'm neither indeed.
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When everyone seems to keep everything away from me (with their good intentions - that I would not get distracted or worried by what happened and it's so called 'adults matter')
But~~ Let me tell you. I'm willing to bear with you all!!! I'm an adult as well~~

My mum got very sick - everyone keep it as secret to me.. Till lately when I called my eldest sister and accidentally she slip the words..
My brother got hospitalized due to bacteria infections in the blood.. they keep it as secret to me as well~~
This is serious case.. I can't help but at least I can pray for them..

Haiz... Well~~ If this is the case; then go on keep everything as secret to me.

I'm sad and felt helpless.

But I still love you all..

Isaac and Valerie's Big Day

It was Isaac and Valeries's big day.. Congratulations!!! She's really gorgeous.. ^^

Isaac is my colleague currently pursuing his PhD while Valerie is a lecturer in one of the college in Kuching.

Sharing some of their love stories;
It's kinda sweet, Isaac and Valerie met each other 7 years ago in the Church activities.. and do believe that God actually pre-ordained their companion. Stories carried on where they actually gone through lots of laughter and pains... Eventually, on the 17th of October.. they are officially called husband and wife.. Congratulations.. ^^

Share with my readers the photos that I captured during the dinner.

Grace and I with Isaac and Valerie

Some of the postgraduate student and Prof Law and his wife

Tata.. Here we are Grace, me and Jacklyn.. The three pretty ladies who attended their meritory.. ^^

What a day?

Today, the last day of September was just an extremely ridiculous day for me. It was the very first time I drove till I cried. I felt so tired, hopeless and sad. Things were totally out of my hand, out of my plan and out of my sense.. If I knew that it was such a troublesome stuffs I would rather ignore about the conference.

Not going to describe in details.. Just wanna share the conversations between me and a USM staff. I believe no matter where I go, if still within M******* all are still the same.. Now I'm praising UNIMAS postgrad staffs.. You are extremely good~ Keep it up..


Below are my conversation with i name her Z which cost me RM 42.60.

Me : Hello, Good morning. USM Civil Engineering Department is it?
P : Yes. May I help you.
Me : I have some questions regarding the payment for AWAM 09, may I know who can help me..
P : Ermm... AWAM 09.. wait ah...

*Put on Hold...
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I heard someone screaming behind the phone.. AWAM lagik tu.. satu lagi.. cepat lah..
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Waiting..
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Still waiting...
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P : Hello, you wait for a while I put you to the person in charge..
Me : Ok, thanks.
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Wait patiently..
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Still waiting....
P : The person in charge is not in now, I pass you to another person who might know something about it..
Me : Ok. Thanks.
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Am waiting.
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Z : Hello, what can I help you.
Me : I would like to ask about the payment for conference..
Z : By the way, what's your name?
Me : I am Lau S.H.
Z : Oh...
Me : I went to RHB Bank just now intend to bank in the cheque to your company but the staff asked me for your account number.
Z : Oh.. you pay by CASH or by CHEQUE?
Me : I'm paying by CHEQUE..
Z : Ok.. wat's ur hp number? I will sent to you the acocunt number. But you have to bear in mind that you need to fax to us the receipt to clarify that you've paid to the company..
Me : 1234567890
Z : 1234567890
Me : Ya.. tat's right. Thanks for the information.

Walking to RHB Bank with stiching pain stomach.

Me : Hello, noon, I wanna bank in this cheque and this is the bank account!
Bank staff : Which bank is it?
Me : CIMB..
Bank staff : Ooo.. you can't bank in here. You have to bank in at CIBM.
Me : Is it? But last time can wat..
Bank staff : We can't do it now..
Me : Oic. Tat means I have to bank in at CIMB..
Bank staff : Ya.. you are right..

Walking away with extremely 'beh song' mood..
Calling my friend to borrow her car..

Departing at 2:15pm to fetch another friend at school.. I get lost coz I had never being there.. round and round I go.. PISSED OFF.. coz she din answer my phone callsssssssssssss!!! Thinking of just leaving her alone there.. luckily she called back else I'm really gonna leave her alone waiting there..

Found her school..
Here I go heading to CIMB at 3:00pm sharp... Damn.. it was jammed! Can you imagine 3pm on Wednesday noon traffic jam getting on??? Well~~ There were 2 cases of car accidents on the same stretch of road.. I'm so soi~~ right...

Reaching CIMB.. Hurried in as there were a lot of people.. *Is end of the month.. * waiting patiently... and ~~ It's my turn...

Me : Noon, I wanna bank in this cheque..
Bank staff : You have to use automatic cheque processing machine..
Me : Yakah.. but i need to get the official receipt for the organisation..
Bank staff : Sorry, I can't help.. we dun have this service long time d..
Me : O.O ok.. thanks anyway..

GETTING REALLY PISSED OFF...

Me : What the hell is going on??? Can't bank in.. SHIT..
Grace : What should you do now???
Me : I oso dunno. Maybe I'll try to call tat stupid USM again..

Ringing...
Speaking in really unfriendly tone
Me : USM kah?
Q : Ya. Civil department here.
Me : I have some questions regarding the payment for the conference. Who can I refer to?
Q : Well, you can refer to me..
Me : Dis morning one of your staff inform me that I need to bank in the cheque at CIMB.. But now I'm at the bank. They informed me that they do not have official receipt for me coz now they are using electronic cheque processing method. Can you tell me what should I do since the due date is today?
Q : Like this is it?.. You hold on.. I pass to the person in charge..

*WHAT THE HELL*

Z : Hello.
Me : Hello, I'm Lau S.H.
Z : Oh, Lau. What's your problems now?
Me : *repeating the whole thing again* bla bla bla..
Z : Ooooo.. yakah.. Sorry Lau.. I miss heard your speech.. I thought you said is CASH!!! Tat's why I give you the account number...
Me : WHAT??? I said CHEQUE!!!!!!
Z : Like this.. I give you tolerance you mail to me using pos laju..
Me : ....
Z : You post it tml ya..
Me : Ok. Bye.. @#$%^&*@#$%^&*

I look at Grace.. Tears nearly fall out from the frame of my eyes.. but I hold it..

My stomach is drooling...

Drove off to have my lunch at 4pm!!! THANKS the staffs for such a good treat...

What a day!!! Now I am totally knackered~~

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI
MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN

What a day?

I'm very sienz now.. Mixture of all moods.

A bit sad,
A bit disappointed,
A bit frustrated,
A bit pissed off,
A bit relaxed,
A bit worried,
A bit stressed,
a bit..
a bit..

a bit INSANE at the moment...

Just have bout 2 hours meeting with my boss regarding all the ding ding dong dong for conference in October.. Problems solved eventually, because today is the due date for all things.. I'm lucky isn't it???

I felt grateful to my boss, I'm so thankful that she turn up today.. helping me to sign all the documents and here they go~~ to the RIMC table.. again.. Phew~~~

Then, talking about my progress... bla bla bla and bla bla bla~~~
Boss : Tat's good~ well, Lau, I had a plan you know.. I want you to do "this" and do "that".. after the raya, you come to see me again.. I wanna have a discussion with you see how are we able to do more and better things here.. you can do better..

Me : *KNS* HUH!!! O.O... the time is limited.. I'm not able to do so many things in dis few months since I wanna grad next year.. besides I just plan to get a master degree not a PhD degree~

Boss : Is not good enough to have tat only.. I think it will be better if you do it..

Me : I will think over it and plan first..


If I do it means no more graduation next year.. =.= ,
If I din do means that she'll hold back my thesis.. no graduation oso.. =.=

Besides, Boss will give birth to a baby soon.. delivery date will be on November!!!

TELL ME~~~

What should I do then??? HAIZ.. =.=

A shoulder to lean and cry??? A place to vent the anger??? Rejoicing as nothing had occured??? Telling me to be remained in the Spirit now???
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HAIZ...


It seems tat.. In my mind, there is nothing else besides getting graduated and flew away from ******

What the heck..

I FELT DOWN and HELPLESS NOW!!!

Yun's 25th Birthday

It was Yun's 25th birthday on the 3rd September. Well, this year it was a bit too special coz Yun shared the same day with the 'momok'.. It was 15th of July on the lunar calendar.. =.=

First of all, Yun received an unexpected call when the clock struck 12am.. Is not momok.. OK!!! Well, it was from a guy that Yun could barely recall.. after trying hard.. ting ting dong dong.. tips after tips.. *brin brin* eventually Yun was able to recall that he was actually someone that Yun met 4 years ago.. An electronics' guy LBS... hahaha.. Luckily still able to recall else he would sure bombared Yun.. =p

Heartiest thanks to all Yun's friends, brothers and sisters for all the wishes that they wishes Yun.. Yun appreciated it very much...

This year it was a bit different from the previous. One is of course the 'full moon'..
It was such a long time since Yun last celebrated Yun's birthday with bunch of friends.. due to some personal reasons.. Anyway, Yun's glad for all the arrangements that Yun's buddies had made.. Thanks.. ^^

Not going to say so much unhappy thingy.. Erm.. This year, Yun's celebrating Yun's birthday at 'Elephant'.. This was the first part of the celebration.. We all enjoyed the western food there..

Yun's not going to say much here just browse through the photos..
First, the surrounding of 'Elephant'..

This was Yun's birthday cake.. Thanks for the cheese ^^ cake guys..

Some of our drinks
Natural Yogurt

Peach yogurt

Ice Lemon tea

Thanks to all the sisters..
Cherynne and Ruth

Cherynne, Ruth and Ching Ching

Cherynne, Ruth, Ching and Yun

The food that we ordered.. Fish and chips

Chicken chop

Mix grilled

A la keve

Tata.. lefty with plastic knife on it.. =p

Share with all readers some of the captures of Yun's friends, the pretties and the handsomes.. =p

Yun with Ching

Yun with Ruth

Yun with Cherynne

Feeding myself with the cheese ^^ cake

Yun with CU and Boaz

Oso not to forget also my junior WK..
Thanks Wei Kwang for the chocolates.. ^^

This was the first part of the birthday celebration.. After the dinner we went for some cocktails..
It was the mixture of absolut raspberri 40% alcohol with Ribenna. It tasted just nice..
Yun had about 3 cups of the cocktail. Well well~~, it proved that Yun had not been drinking for quite some time.. 3 cups of d cocktail is just enough to make Yun felt a bit droozy.. =p which Yun had never experience before..

Yun reached hostel around 11:45pm.. after bathing and brushing.. Phew~~~ It's time for dear babe Yun to doze off... Yawn~~ It's just nice to sleep ^^... Nite world~~
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUN^^
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It was a such memorable birthday...

Thanks again buddies.. ^^

Unimas 13th Convocation (Section 4)

This was the last section of the convocation. The 2 faculties involved were FEB and FSGK. Share with all my readers the captures of the convocation..

I gonna miss them terribly.. Ei Lian and Ah Yan.. They are my best companions when I stayed in hostel when I was in my 3rd year.. Buddies do keep in touch yo..

Ah Yan and Ei Lian (They were housemates.)

Ei Lian, Aini, Ah Yan and Yun.. Hostel Alamanda Gang..
Not to forget also our dearest sister Joo..

From the left, Grace, Xiao Wei, Sin Joo, Bethal, Ah Yan, Honey and Qin Hui. May the Lord preserved you all .. ^^

The heat of convo increased.. =p with lots og photos of course.. =p for both the graduated and non-graduating sisters..

Here we go.. Besides busy taking tonnes of photos for the graduating one.. not to forget oso the one who attended the convocations..

Sisters with sis Mei Qun

The cool fantastic four (F4).. =p

Sin Joo with her friends

Sin Joo with another 3 pretty ladies..

Tata.. here we go.. sis Siew Yung, rushing to the convocation after her trial test for her research.. luckily she still can make it.. well~ well~ we waited for half an hour there yo.. =p

The sweet brothers and sisters

Siew Yung, Sin Joo, Mei Qun and her friend

COngratulations upon your convocation.. May God bless you all abundantly in your future.. ^^